I thought I had lost this blog. I was not able to log in. In this type of situation, recently I try to accept it as it is. A Zen attitude? Yes. I learned it from Dogen. If you are able to accept the current situation, it will start changing as your thought flows.
In reality I didn't lose my blog at all. I did not log out at all. That's why I was not able to log in. Now I am back here.
I just thought I lost. In fact I didnt lose it.
It seems that life works this way.